Dreams of Blue Topaz

You filled my mind with your beauty. Dreaming of you has become a nightly event. The dreams are heavenly scenes. The dreams of you have been the greatest of gifts. The closest I've ever come to heaven has been with you in my dreams. My favorite, the all time favorite dream of my life, was the one when you were an angel, completely decked out in angel garb: the wings, the glow around the head, the incredible white dress… the works. You came to me and held me. And you loved me. That feeling of being loved was the most intense feeling of being loved I’ve ever had, awake or asleep. I have never in all of my life felt so loved. To say it was ecstasy is to understate it.

I want to thank you for that dream. I'll thank you for that first. Feeling that kind of love changed everything for me. It was that gift that has been the source of all this inspiration. It was that gift that made me realize that loving you, is, in fact, the purpose and meaning of my life.